Update abit of my birth exp now as i've time nw (:

08/06/10
Started to feel slight pain on my tummy in the morning when i woke up ard 11 plus, ignore it cos thought it could be stomachache.. Bt e pain did not stop, it came in awhile for like few sec thn stop for mins, bt i still ignore it though.. LOL! So after i've my fav dinner i decided to slp and ignore all e pain during 11pus.. Bt e pain gt mre intense ard 2+am (maybe 4/10) thn hubby call me to go hospital to check in case anything happen..

09/06/10
Admitted to Mt Alvernia ard 3am and was brought in to delivery suite and strip on ctg.. Nurse came in and say im having red bt 0cm dilated, so have to wait till morning Dr woo come thn will knw if ive to stay or discharged.. Dr woo came ard 10+am, checked and still nt dilated yet.. Say maybe to stay for a day and see how, if tmr still nt dilated thn i can be discharged.. But im still having contaction pain, it jus tt e pain stil can be endure.. And whts lucky is i've iphone with me if nt i'll be bored to hell! After lunch they brought me over to ward, strip on ctg every few hrs.. And each time e pain jus increase! Families came ard 7plus and left at 8pm when i decided to slp so i wont feel e pain cos this time round e pain is alr like (6-7/10) thn nurse came in to check and say im 1cm dilate stil gt long way to go.. I was like "WTF! IM ALR IN SO MUCH PAIN YET I STIL GOT 9CM MRE TO GO" 9+pm nurse came n wheel me to delivery suite, i was like "uh? go thr for wht? don tell me i gonna deliver tday?" strip on ctg agn,nurse check 1.5cm dilated.. 11+pm requested for epi cos e pain is unbearable for me, its like my whole back gonna shattered anytime!!

10/06/10
Ard 12am e person came to inject for me, thn put on drip.. I was in such a RELEIF whn my lower body no longer feel pain, ask e nurse if im gonna deliver tday.. She say probably, probably nt.. At tt period though i don feel pain, bt wht if i don deliver ltr and e epi went off i've to top up agn!Bt i don really cre, cos as for now im not in pain.. hahah! Fall asleep very soon and woke up at 2+am.. Nurse came in ard 3+ and check, 7-8cm dilate and say i'll deliver in e morning ltr.. I was really shocked, cos is really too fast frm 1cm to 8cm! Informed hubby, and msg amer.. Cos my darling boy gonna celebrate birthday with her every year! And now e scary part comes! Ard 7am things start pushing in to e delivery room, nurse came in and out and whats e most annoying thing is MY EPI FINISHED! AND ONLY LEFT WITH VERY MILD NUMBLESS! I didnt wan to top up cos waste of money..Started to feel pain, within half an hr my lower body feel all e pain coming in.. Dr woo came ard 7.30.. Started pushing at 8am, it was hell torturing!! 8.14AM heard his first cry, it was such a relief.. I do feel pain, bt seeing him feel like all so worthwhile.. Thn e stitching part came! i jus grab on to e laughing gas and smell like no one business, its fun actually to hv illusion bt i still can feel e needle and string in n out la!!!

Glad everythings over, and bb is now 10days old.. During this 10 days i really exp alot, its nv easy being one's mother.. Anw im waiting for my confinement to finish!!! 20days to go!!! Thn i can meet up with all my loves to drink!! VERY FAST OKAY!!! Wht goes around comes around, god bless u (:

I live my own life, i decide my future, i choose my way (:

Though i cant change anything for now, bt rather thn being unhappy and being paranoid why not choose to be a happy mother to be soon..

There's alway ups and downs in life, i cant predict wht will happen and i cant stop things frm happening.. Bt at least i tried, treasure and did my best.. Whatever gonna happen down e road, its up to u to decide.. At least i've done my part, jiayou huiwen! (:

If he were to be alive, I guess he would be sitting beside me, hearing me grumbling now :( Feii, I miss u!!